tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post2270989702163832753..comments2011-02-07T06:15:14.452-08:00Comments on Eli Hornby: Five Finger DiscountElihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05170906912542161177noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post-24016647492133428652011-02-07T06:15:14.453-08:002011-02-07T06:15:14.453-08:00Eli, I so know that thrill of the five-finger disc...Eli, I so know that thrill of the five-finger discount. At least you can think of reasons for stealing. I stole things just for the thrill of it. The funny thing is one of the last things I stole was the chocolate-covered graham crackers from Starbucks! One day at a time, I do my best to set aside that voice that says "You could take that and no one will ever know." <br /><br />"Like any other addiction, there's never enough. Never." ... Right on!Raehttp://raesconfessions.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post-30612763199711207422011-02-04T06:37:19.070-08:002011-02-04T06:37:19.070-08:00Thank you for writing this I REALLy NEEDED TO READ...Thank you for writing this I REALLy NEEDED TO READ THIS THIS MORNING. <br />My SO has locked his office, I am sans job, and I found the poker stash.... WOW what a freakin trip down trigger lane this is..<br />I am going to NOT locate they key..... justify and tear apart bank bags of change and bills as I need gas and cigarettes.<br />He, was humming his catchy passive aggressive ditty in the shower thihe is not musical OR poetic consisting of some insults in the key of B major as in bitchin b/c he needs to be relieved of the bondage of semen) Seriously?? We are HERE? At MR AA's 17 year Anniversary?<br />We still do not know how to say 'I feel ( depraved, resentful, etc etc) or worse I want to go upstairs, do you? Is this difficult? Instead I witness tantrum and remain on laptop in front of fireplace and let him stomp himself to bed) And I not only do not care, indulge or go to the argument I wish I had a lesson other than this one today. I wish I could be at home in my apt with heat and running water...and the smoke soot was GONE and my environment was mine to control.<br /><br />See how this could be a perfect set up for me to go in there and raid those money bags? I mean ten bucks for gas and butts... He would NEVER notice ... <br />Why it is not in a safe and why I am not privy to the facts is another blog post...<br />The first day I am out of money in the 6 years I have known him....<br /><br />and I found a nice guy that does not share.. Entitlement, his dick level , my need to be cherished and adored, money (fear doubt insecurity) ........... can anyone tell me what this has to do with one day at a time not using and loving one anther through it all with a HP?Becca6296http://mapletreemonologues.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post-36444790278314994502011-02-03T06:50:06.411-08:002011-02-03T06:50:06.411-08:00Good post, thanks for the reminder. I had to smugg...Good post, thanks for the reminder. I had to smuggle stuff back into work to make secret amends. Those were fun days.Hanknoreply@blogger.com