tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post4270786097554857988..comments2009-05-27T13:57:48.599-07:00Elihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05170906912542161177eli@elihornby.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post-56715147529184982492009-05-27T12:16:10.995-07:002009-05-27T12:16:10.995-07:00thanks for reading. thanks for this post. i am sorry for what you are hurting from, and want so much to hug you all better. your wife, and kids, and you. thank them for hanging in there with you. it is real, and awful, addiction. i have sat here today...like fetal position, aching for something that i can not have....ouch.<br /><br />fragile...hurt....thanks for the friendship here.<br /><br />♥mile191http://www.blogger.com/profile/12948235476841214379noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post-24854055888121206662009-05-26T15:14:39.436-07:002009-05-26T15:14:39.436-07:00Hiya Eli,<br /><br />It&#39;s not your fault, and neither is it your wife&#39;s fault. The blame lays in some wasteland or other, a place that we cannot revisit or change. In my last post I ended on how I spurn my wife, and how repulsive even a human touch can feel at such times. It&#39;s very difficult for all parties, but love will always endure... it w ill always come through for us At least I hope it will...<br /><br />You take care &amp; Best Wishes, Shane.Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531906302983891705.post-35696908871238495562009-05-21T16:42:12.157-07:002009-05-21T16:42:12.157-07:00Amazing how we internalize everything. Just like when my husband starts drinking again after a short stink with sobriety. My codie self at first wonders what I did wrong. Sigh...Ginhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11927048986907155785noreply@blogger.com